An Upside To Anger
I haven't written anything in my blog for a very long time. Why? Simple truth is.... Cuz my life was a mess and was unravelling as I knew it. I thought my marriage was going to survive the pruning shears but it seemed it also had to go. I had built a life that wasn't really authentic. I can honestly tell you that most of it was a lie. I was married for a very long time to someone who I loved like a brother not a lover and vice versa I am sure. We created three beautiful children and for that I am eternally grateful and blessed. My children have been my reason to carry on, to keep getting up each day and moving forward, excuriating as it has been. You see even if you know that what is happening is a good thing. That some how the universe, God is putting everything back in order. It's still incredibly painful and awkward to accept. You long so much for what used to be, for something familar of the old you, even if the...